#emotional decay

[sunnyanddumb98]

FERNANDA

I would love to be a girly girly,

Girl dinner and girl math.

But I'm a chancha woman—

I was born like that.

It's me, the tonkatsu and the prosciutto.

I grunt, I smell, my vagina farts.

I feel disgusted by many things—

You, you Sir; among them.

Reading fiction, poetry nonetheless.

For breakfast: Monster drink and Marlboros.

It's vape to gouache, pretentious brat

Asking for tips in your barista gig,

Never working a day in your life.

I sleep at 9 p.m. or in the morning rain.

There's a cucumber

That I used to please myself,

Collecting dust and mold under my bed.

I eat a lot, fry many things.

And since this is not Stars Hollow,

I'm overweight.

Crazy woman, in the line—

Manic Pixie Dream girls can wait.

I'm convinced I'm not ugly.

In consequence, men are all pedophiles.

I could be weird,

But I don't have the time.

There's an office to attend—

Reality TV won't watch itself.

I could do so and them, participants of fun, scripted play,

Surgically enhanced lover boys and girls.

Truly, child's play.

I would have them working on something productive in a day.

I could pull any of them,

Get them in my bed, make them scream for help,

If the right moment, the right place,

And if I feel like it.

Chancha woman, once a communist,

A liberal and a fighter.

But they are also pigs, so I left.

Mustaches and mullets with a taste

For fiscal paradise and tender meat.

So I just lay in shit all day

And watch my girls.

Angry at them,

I'm jealous and vain.

I don't act upon it—

Critical thinking skills

Just don't go away.

But like an IV drip, I watch, one by one,

All the girl's enthusiasm wash away,

Numbing me, wishing it would stop.

I'm a woman; I like kids.

I just don't like it when they cry or scream.

Mostly, I like their dads—the married ones.

When they eventually break my heart,

I could say how they told me lies.

I just don’t know why life works for them all.

But I would never walk away, I'm too empathetic.

I haven’t had any luck with roommates,

Or partners,

Or girlfriends,

Or parents.

They never appreciated me,

Always abused my kindness,

When all I do is care for them,

Give them my all.

I just ask them to be there

And not talk stupid shit—

Stupid songs,

Stupid movies.

No one is competent, and no one has taste.

And they get to be offended.

I just wish they’d love me.

Why do I have to mourn miserable souls that will never be happy?

Fated

But I was not born a girl—

I was a woman from the beginning.

[wickedzeevyln]

Summer in Her Teens

When I first met her,Summer was a wild thing —all reckless hair and bare feet slappingagainst the earth like she was trying to wake it up. The colours of the sky were French kissing,gold intermingling with flecks of amber,a whiplash from the wind churning the waves,wonders caterwauling but I dared care not a cent. My eyes were on Summer,nowhere else,who in their right mind would?Youth is a…

[bebx]

[zachbradleyphotography]

From time to time

Arizona, California, Nevada

[rotomicity]

I am Elidibus! And it is my duty to steer mankind and the very star upon their true course. This I swore to...to someone.

We spoke, and I swore...what? What did I...?

An elidibus piece I made for an event back in august, went a bit experimental on this one bc I wanted to capture that crystal/glass-like look to reflect the crystal tower where his trial takes place

I think i rushed this piece a lot bc i needed to move onto other things i wanted to sell for the booth and there were some ideas i had to discard during the wip stage but overall i'm glad i got to do a little tribute to my favorite unsundered :')

[becomingvecna]

Photographed by briscoepark

[puppppppppy]

learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way

[superxstarzz]

How about an aspect combo and a class combo you haven't gotta do yet! If you got to all the aspects, just use the one you're the proudest of!

ykw? I think this is a fitting ask to show off the last undone aspect combo :) it's honestly insane how fast this project has been going, I can't believe it's been almost a month since I started this!!!

[pet-cemetery-emotes]

corpse, fresh and not. :'3

[nwtears]

foundations of decay is like one of the most beautiful songs ive evet listened im not kidding, the lyrics to the instruments and gerards vocals are all so insanely amazing.. everytime i play it i have to stop everything im doing to listen 😭

[rxttenslutcemeterysys]

[ ty for giving the picture, @thundersyst3m , but like i said in dms im going to text format it cause sight issues ]

for people(including us) that have trouble identifying emotions, i think this would be very helpful :). also might help writers :D

happy;

joyful; feeling, expressing, or causing great pleasure and happiness.

interested; showing curiosity or concern about something or someone; having a feeling of interest.

proud; feeling deep pleasure or satisfaction as a result of one's own achievements, qualities, or possessions or those of someone with whom one is closely associated.

accepted; generally believed or recognized to be valid or correct.

powerful; having control and influence over people and events.

peaceful; free from disturbance... tranquil.

intimate; closely acquainted.. familiar, close. | OR | private and personal.

optimistic; hopeful and confident about the future.

liberated;

(of a person) showing freedom from social conventions or traditional ideas, especially with regard to sexual roles.

ecstatic; feeling or expressing overwhelming happiness or joyful excitement.

inquisitive; curious or inquiring.

amused; finding something funny or entertaining.

confident; feeling or showing confidence in oneself.. self-assured.

important; of great significance or value; likely to have a profound effect on success, survival, or well-being.

fulfilled; satisfied or happy because of fully developing one's abilities or character.

respect(ed); admire (someone or something) deeply, as a result of their abilities, qualities, or achievements.

courageous; not deterred by danger or pain.. brave.

provocative; causing annoyance, anger, or another strong reaction, especially deliberately.

loving; feeling or showing love or great care... showing or feeling affection

sensitive; quick to detect or respond to slight changes, signals, or influences.

playful; fond of games and amusement... lighthearted.

open; allowing access, passage, or a view through an empty space.. not closed or blocked up. regarding emotions,, being open to ideas/feelings/thoughts.

inspired; of extraordinary quality, as if arising from some external creative impulse.

sad;

bored; feeling weary because one is unoccupied or lacks interest in one's current activity.

lonely; sad because one has no friends or company... solitary.

depressed; (of a person) in a state of general unhappiness or despondency.

despair; the complete loss or absence of hope... giving up.

abandoned; having been deserted or cast off.

guilty; culpable of or responsible for a specified wrongdoing... a feeling of having done wrong or failed in an obligation.

indifferent; marked by a lack of interest, enthusiasm, or concern for something.

apathetic; showing or feeling no interest, enthusiasm, or concern.

isolated; far away from other places, buildings, or people; remote. | OR | having minimal contact or little in common with others.

empty; containing nothing.. not filled or occupied. | OR | (of words or a gesture) lacking meaning or sincerity.

inferior; lower in rank, status, or quality.

vulnerable; susceptible to physical or emotional attack or harm.

powerless; without ability, influence, or power.

victimized; single (someone) out for cruel or unjust treatment.

ignored; refuse to take notice of or acknowledge... disregard intentionally.

ashamed; embarrassed or guilty because of one's actions, characteristics, or associations.

remorseful; filled with remorse.. sorry.

anger;

hurt; cause physical pain or injury to. | OR | an 'attack' to ones feelings/state/interests.

threatened; state one's intention to take hostile action against someone in retribution for something done or not done. | OR | someone's intention to take hostile action against you in retribution for something done or not done.

mad; very angry.

aggressive; ready or likely to attack or confront... characterized by or resulting from aggression.

frustrated; feeling or expressing distress and annoyance, especially because of inability to change or achieve something.

distant; far away in space or time. | OR | (of a person) not intimate; cool or reserved.

critical; expressing adverse or disapproving comments or judgments.

embarrassed; feeling or showing embarrassment. <- a feeling of self-consciousness, shame, or awkwardness.

devasted; destroy or ruin (something). | OR | cause (someone or feel) severe and overwhelming shock or grief.

insecure; (of a person) not confident or assured; uncertain and anxious. | OR | not firmly fixed... liable to give way or break.

jealous; feeling or showing envy of someone or their achievements and advantages. | OR | feeling or showing suspicion of someone's unfaithfulness in a relationship. | OR | fiercely protective or vigilant of one's rights or possessions.

violate(d); break or fail to comply with (a rule or formal agreement). | OR | fail to respect (someone's peace, privacy, or rights). | OR | treat (something sacred) with irreverence or disrespect.

furious; full of anger or energy... violent or intense.

enraged; very angry... furious.

provoked; stimulate or give rise to (a reaction or emotion, typically a strong or unwelcome one) in someone. | OR | stimulate or incite (someone) to do or feel something, especially by arousing anger in them.

hostile; unfriendly... antagonistic.

infuriate(d); make (someone or feel) extremely angry and impatient.

irritated; showing or feeling slight anger.. annoyed.

withdraw; not wanting to communicate with other people.

suspicious; having or showing a cautious distrust of someone or something.

skeptical; not easily convinced... having doubts or reservations.

disgust;

disapproval; possession or expression of an unfavorable opinion.

disappointed; (of a person) sad or displeased because someone or something has failed to fulfill one's hopes or expectations.

awful; used to emphasize the extent of something, especially something unpleasant or negative. | OR | very bad or unpleasant.

avoidance; the action of keeping away from or not doing something.

judgemental; of or concerning the use of judgment. | OR | having or displaying an excessively critical point of view.

loathing; a feeling of intense dislike or disgust... hatred.

repugnant; extremely distasteful... unacceptable. | OR | in conflict with... incompatible with.

revolted; rebellion.

revulsion; an intense, violent, sometimes physical dislike of something.

detestable; deserving intense dislike.

aversion; a strong dislike or disinclination.

hesitant; tentative, unsure, or slow in acting or speaking.

fear;

scared; fearful.. frightened.

anxious; experiencing worry, unease, or nervousness, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome. | OR | wanting something very much, typically with a feeling of unease.

insecure; (of a person) not confident or assured; uncertain and anxious. | OR | not firmly fixed... liable to give way or break.

submissive; ready to conform to the authority or will of others... meekly obedient or passive.

rejected; dismiss as inadequate, inappropriate, or not to one's taste. | OR | refused to agree to (a request). | OR | fail to show due affection or concern for (someone)... rebuff.

humiliated; (make someone) feel ashamed and foolish by injuring their dignity and self-respect, especially publicly.

terrified; cause to feel extreme fear.

frightened; afraid or anxious.

overwhelmed; bury or drown beneath a huge mass.

worried; anxious or troubled about actual or potential problems.

inadequate; lacking the quality or quantity required; insufficient for a purpose. | OR | (of a person) unable to deal with a situation or with life.

inferior; lower in rank, status, or quality.

worthless; having no real value or use.

insignificant; too small or unimportant to be worth consideration. | OR | (of a person) without power or influence. | OR | meaningless.

alienated; experiencing or inducing feelings of isolation or��estrangement.

disrespected; feeling a lack of respect for.. insulted.

ridiculed; (someone or something) to contemptuous and dismissive language or behavior.

surprise;

startled; feeling or showing sudden shock or alarm.

confused; (of a person) unable to think clearly... bewildered.

amazed; greatly surprised... astonished.

excited; very enthusiastic and eager.

shocked; surprised and upset.

dismayed; cause (someone) to feel consternation and distress.

disillusioned; disappointed in someone or something that one discovers to be less good than one had believed.

perplexed; completely baffled... very puzzled.

astonished; greatly surprised or impressed... amazed.

awe; a feeling of reverential respect mixed with fear or wonder.

eager; (of a person) wanting to do or have something very much. | OR | (of a person's expression or tone of voice) characterized by keen expectancy or interest.

energetic; showing or involving great activity or vitality.

[commoninfected]

Cotard's emotes :) let everyone in your server know you Died and are Dead, or are especially dead today and they should bare that in mind.

no dni, anyone can use. specifically made for Cotard's but for everyone this speaks to :)

[yeswearemagazine]

Remarkable oxymoron, deserving the total best, by the Serbian Jupiter Ovprsten, for her second YWAMag selection. Ruine Špicer Castle, Beočin, Serbia. © Jupiter Ovprsten :

[zachbradleyphotography]

in everything you do

Death Valley Junction, California

[littleholmes]

*wraps Sigma in a blanket* it’s okay, you’ll be okay, I know you just wanted to run your casino and have happy customers and just be have a purpose but the Angels got really complex and the Hunting Dogs are scary and everyone else wouldn’t let you be in peace *holds Sigma* I know you’ve had such a stressful experience since you manifested so suddenly and I’m so sorry. If things end well, you’ll be safe at the Agency…maybe we’ll go now to find Grandpa Natsume since Fukuzawa’s busy right now because Fukuchi is a big meanie

[stanford-photography]

Left Behind 02 By Jeff Stanford, 2024 Buy prints at: https://jeff-stanford.pixels.com/